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Starting the ABC diet today!
I’ll keep you guys posted every day, and hopefully i’ll be able to stick to it for 50 days. (I’m currently on the Nutrisystem diet plan also, so i know exactly how many calories are in each meal) Day 1: allowed calories: 500 •Double chocolate muffin: 190 cals •Medium apple: 94.6 cals •Double chocolate caramel bar: 190 cals Total Calories: 474.6 #ABC diet #ana boot camp #anorexia #thinspo #thinspiration #skinny #weight loss
You know that feeling you get when you just don’t want to live anymore?
you don’t want to face your life, yet you know you can’t live this way any more. your personality is gone; eaten away by the filthy acid in your throat. Carefully stenciled in is your smile, plastic and emotionless. They don’t know how you feel, at least that’s what they think. You know the truth, though. Your struggle is in plain sight-they just don’t care. You want help. You crave attention. But whenever someone almost gets inside, you push them away. You scream at them through your mascara-streaked tears and cover up your scars. They cannot know, they will not know, because if they did, they might know the true, hideous, ugly, person you really are. Do you really want that? Do you really want them to get inside your feeble mind? yes. no. fuck no. “Leave me alone, i ate before i came.” “I hate you go away.” But whenever you think, I want to die, you mean it. #depression #self harm #self-harm #suicidal thoughts #suicide #anorexia #bulimia #thinspo #thinspiration #dieting #weight loss #skinny #pro-ana #pro-mia #ana #ana-mia
we all know the first and last bites are the best, so why not make them the only ones?
#anorexia #proana #pro-ana #thinspo #thinspiration #skinny #weight loss #fat #chubby #food #food restrictions #beautiful #skinny #small #model
I’m sorry to say this, but beauty is skin deep, and that’s all people care about. Including me.
#pro-ana #anorexia #skinny #weight loss #ana #mia #bulimia #thinner #thinspiration #thinspo
last night I had a dream I ate a bunch of crap
when I woke up, I started to cry because I was so relieved it was just a dream. #anorexia #depression #pro-ana #weight loss #self-improvement #food #junk #dreams #dream |
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