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Slowly brainwashing myself with thinspiration each day

until ultimately, thoughts of food are replaced with thigh gaps, collar bones, skinny wrists, and hip bones. 



#anorexia  #bulimia  #pro-ana  #ana-mia  #depression  #suicide  #skinny  #thin  #thinspo  #thinspiration  #beautiful  


Dear perfect body,

i will wait for you

not just because you’re the only thing that matters,

but simply because you’re my only hope for being truly happy.  



#anorexia  #weight-loss  #depression  #pro-ana  #thinspo  #thinspiration  


Anorexia is

having beautiful blue eyes

who

are unable to see their beauty

because those beautiful blue eyes 

are colorblind. 



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Anorexia is

obsessing over your weight, and not caring about anyone else-

while at the same time

expecting everyone to care about you-

resulting in

hating yourself for not being worthy of their sympathy. 



#anorexia  #pro-ana  #thinspiration  #thinspo  


She’s so used to pushing people away

that she’s forgotten what it feels like to be loved. 



#anorexia  #depression  #sad  #thinspo  #thinspiration  #ana  


Starting the ABC diet today!

I’ll keep you guys posted every day, and hopefully i’ll be able to stick to it for 50 days. (I’m currently on the Nutrisystem diet plan also, so i know exactly how many calories are in each meal)

Day 1: allowed calories: 500

•Double chocolate muffin: 190 cals

•Medium apple: 94.6 cals

•Double chocolate caramel bar: 190 cals

Total Calories: 474.6



#ABC diet  #ana boot camp  #anorexia  #thinspo  #thinspiration  #skinny  #weight loss  


never. stop. trying.

because you actually might be worth it. 



#anorexia  #bulimia  #thinspo  #self-harm  #depression  #suicide  #ana  #thinspiration  #thinspo  


You know that feeling you get when you just don’t want to live anymore?

you don’t want to face your life, yet you know you can’t live this way any more. 

your personality is gone; eaten away by the filthy acid in your throat. 

Carefully stenciled in is your smile, plastic and emotionless. 

They don’t know how you feel, at least that’s what they think. You know the truth, though. Your struggle is in plain sight-they just don’t care. 

You want help. You crave attention. But whenever someone almost gets inside, you push them away. You scream at them through your mascara-streaked tears and cover up your scars. 

They cannot know, they will not know, because if they did, they might know the true, hideous, ugly, person you really are. Do you really want that? Do you really want them to get inside your feeble mind? 

yes.

no.

fuck no. 

“Leave me alone, i ate before i came.” I’m starving, I haven’t eaten in days

“I hate you go away.” i need you

But whenever you think, I want to die, you mean it. 



#depression  #self harm  #self-harm  #suicidal thoughts  #suicide  #anorexia  #bulimia  #thinspo  #thinspiration  #dieting  #weight loss  #skinny  #pro-ana  #pro-mia  #ana  #ana-mia  


yesterday i took a shower and realized

i’m really not worth it.

i’m honestly an insane, fucked up girl who doesn’t belong anywhere. 

If i was skinnier, everything would be easier.



#anorexia  #pro-ana  #beauty  #skinny  #ana-ma  #mia  #bulimia  #death  #think-thin  #thin  #thinspiration  #thinspo  #fat  


we all know the first and last bites are the best, so why not make them the only ones?

#anorexia  #proana  #pro-ana  #thinspo  #thinspiration  #skinny  #weight loss  #fat  #chubby  #food  #food restrictions  #beautiful  #skinny  #small  #model  


I’m sorry to say this, but beauty is skin deep, and that’s all people care about. Including me.

#pro-ana  #anorexia  #skinny  #weight loss  #ana  #mia  #bulimia  #thinner  #thinspiration  #thinspo  


You are my obsession

my life is devoted to you. 

Anorexia, save me. 

I know I wont lose the weight in a week or a month. And I’ll fuck up too. But you’re the only one who understands me. You’re the only one who will help numb the pain. You’ll help me die slowly, all under my control, because in the midst of all the chaos and confusion, you are my savior. 

Others see a girl all alone, roaming the hallways with no friends. But i see you, and you’re all that matters. Soon enough, they won’t see me either; just a wandering spirit taunting all those who called me fat. 



#anorexia  #girl  #shinny  #thin  #pro-ana  #thinspiration  #depression